How are we to believe that God heals in this night? Can emptiness, fear, and pain really enkindle a “flame of love”? One year after the death of my father, while still grieving, I transferred to a new community. The loss of two roles came with this move. I found myself in an unexpected crisis. The meaning that life held was sucked out of me. I didn’t know whom to turn to or where to go. I was unable to make sense of these upheavals. My spiritual life was in crisis. I no longer had any feelings during