family in Egypt and all my friends I had to leave behind when I left Islam are still Muslims. I still love them, despite all that I have gone through, and my heart is crying out for all those sincere people who are working hard during all their lives trying to do good, hoping that at the end of their lives Allah might admit them to Paradise. My heart cries out for them because I know about the sufferings that the teachings of Islam can cause. And most Muslims are born into this religion. It was not