God may have very good reasons to leave choices up to us rather than sending us e-mails telling us what to do. When the invitation to go to Chicago came, I faced the same dilemma. If pastors change churches, they’re supposed to have a clear call —especially if the new church is bigger than the old one. Pastors will usually say things like “I didn’t want to go anywhere, but I got this strange sense of unrest in my spirit, and I had to obey.” Pastors almost never say stuff like “This new church is