missing but because, finally, I can see the whole. And what my wholeheartedness has been telling me over the past few years is that I want to learn more about spiritual formation, I want to become more fully myself, and I want to do it alongside a community of people who want that too. At the time of this writing, I still have a few months left until graduation. I’ll be forty-two years old. During that period of time when I was trying to make the decision, my focus was on the decision itself, but