opposed to earning.”2 So it’s not about “letting go and letting God” or some other similarly sincere but shallow spiritual hooey. So, how about you? Does your relational upkeep with the Lord feel more like discipline and less like delight? Are your spiritual disciplines off-center? Are they off-gospel? You know, there are some parts of the Bible that sound awesome until I realize I don’t understand them. Once I realize I don’t understand them, they don’t stop being awesome, of course. But my awe is