Because no one’s happiness rises above their trust in God, and no one’s trust rises above their conception of him. I want to scrape off the crud that’s accumulated on your God-concept. I want to unleash a big God worthy of a big trust. I want a God who isn’t random and doesn’t act on whim—a God who has a mind-blowingly beautiful plan, and who, like a good-hearted big brother, includes me in it. If he says jump, there’s a reason better than any I can imagine, even if I don’t know it yet. I want to