know that God is real, and He is good, and He is powerful, and He is here. I believe God knows; I believe God acts. But … there is so much I think I should believe that is beyond my reach and beyond my trust. My faith gets me just so far. I'm afraid if I go too far out on a limb, it will just break off. I fear that my desire to believe some things that would be wonderful are just wishful thinking on my part. And I don't want to look like a fool. I don't want to be taken in. If I believe in and worship