concerned about what we’re doing for Christ as he is committed to forming Christ inside us. God appointed a big fish to slow down and humble Jonah. He appointed a burnout for the same purpose in my life. As a leader, I needed to discover the disparity between my outer success and my inner mess. I needed to own the disconnect between my head and my heart. I needed to grieve how much more alive and present I was in my pulpit than I was in my home. I needed healing for heart wounds I’d been carrying for