God can see the entire path of self-love within your heart. Let Him attack self-love at its strongest point. Pray for strength and faith enough to trust yourself completely to God. Follow Him simply wherever He may lead you and you will not have to think up big plans to bring about your perfection. Your new life will begin to grow naturally. I know you want to see the road ahead rather than trusting God. If you continue this way, the road will get longer and your spiritual progress will slow down.