became clear to me that I was a mess. I lied. Cheated. Stole. And did what I wanted no matter who it hurt. What had seemed normal now felt wrong. The life I thought I wanted led me to become someone I hated. Unfortunately, this moment of truth with God didn’t change me instantly, but it did help me recognize my spiritual need. I knew that something would need to be different. And I would grow to learn that that something was actually learning to love and serve with every fiber of my being a someone named