According to Jesus, what I think about him and how I respond will determine my destiny for all eternity. Sometimes I accept Jesus' audacious claim without question. Sometimes, I confess, I wonder what difference it should make to my life that a man lived two thousand years ago in a place called Galilee. Can I resolve this inner tension between doubter and lover? I tend to write as a means of confronting my own doubts. My book titles—Where Is God When It Hurts, Disappointment with God—betray me. I