1 So I made up my mind that I would not make another painful visit to you.

1 But I determined this with myself, that I would not come again to you in heaviness.

1 So I decided that I would not bring you grief with another painful visit.

1 But I determined this within myself, that I would not come again to you in sorrow.

1 So I decided that my next visit to you would not be another one to make you sad.

1 But I determined this for myself, that I would not come again to you with sorrow.

1 But I have judged this with myself, not to come back to you in grief.

1 I decided not to visit you again while I was distressed.

1 In fact, I made up my mind about this: I would not come to you on another painful visit.

1 So I made up my mind not to make you another painful visit.

1 For I have decided this for myself, not to come to you again in sorrow.

1 So I made up my mind that I would not make another painful visit to you.

1 But I determined this for my own sake, that I would not come to you in sorrow again.